i don't know the formula for success, but i do know the formula for failure, and that is trying to please everyone.sometimes, life is so tiring. today has been quite a bittersweet day.
why bitter?
- fell asleep without meaning to last nite and woke up at 6. didn't do any work at all =X
- disorientated in the morning. didn't bring pi to school. gg.
- was told to somehow get it printed and handed in by 430pm.
- luckily saved an old copy of the pi in my gmail. managed to do it in the end.
- since i fell asleep, i didn't mug script for speech.
- but luckily got 1 break, so had some practice in the end
- very tired after recent events. need more sleep.
why sweet?
- BB is now tied with MR & MT at 2nd place!!! our imba chess skills owned everyone and we swept IHC CHESS!!! thanks and gd job to everyone who took part! (:
sometimes, life is messy. had hse capt campaign speech today. speech turned out ok i guess. then there was q&a. i think it was quite evident that the candidates are unexpected or something. i dunno, if we had to resort to asking qns through sms, it seems kinda weird and... in a way hostile? mmm just my random thoughts, plz dun take it to heart if it isn't true.
so i guess even if i dun get house capt i won't mind that much. seriously. lol, and i think bb councilors are like the most fun crazy & happening! so i'll just join back house d. dun think i'll even try for other departments. yup, so please please please don't vote for me just because i'm your fren, but vote for the one u think is really the most qualified! haha, everyone wants the best for BB after all! =D
mmm simply penning these thoughts have lifted a heavy load off my heart. yes! now i can talk abt more random stuff (:
was just blogsurfing and read a few emo posts here and there abt looking for a guy/girl close friend and possibly intimate relationship. i guess the environment at rj sorts of encourages you to seek out a partner or something, lol, and it's super common to see couples around these days. so, we sort of got conditioned and de-sensitized in a way. conditioned to the lovey-dopey atmosphere. de-sensitized to couple-relationship thingy at such a young age.
yup, so many times, due to this powerful influence, we may find ourselves consciously or subconsciously looking out for potential partners. but if you're unlucky, then you may find yourself crushing him/her. unlucky 'cos crushes are Bad. yes, with the captital 'B' =X haha, but i think, it's really quite important to actually spend some time knowing the person better.. and dun get too hasty in such stuff that's all. but then again, i'm not a guru at such stuff, so my words aren't strong indications or formula or anything. just my random thoughts again (:
take it slow. life is fairytale simply waiting to happen. the time will come.. and i also believe that sometimes if you're down and out, disillusioned with life or something, just remember this: the longer the wait, the sweeter the returns. =) or u can choose the alternative, which is to talk to me of course =p haha and i can tell u some of my lame theories on life ;) i promise u surely interesting one. lol
k, now crapping with lindan about truths, and lame hypothesis. haha, quite funny actually. we agreed that ._. is like a super cute emoticon! xD
mmm quite tired le. think i'll leave my hw for tmr and get a good rest tonight! =D
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