the ensuing silence

today wasn't a good day.
it isn't nice to start off a day feeling so tired in the first place. sigh.
woke up at 11 = 9h of sleep but still felt as if i slept for only 2h.

went to school to help call up people for floorball and capt's ball.
and reached home at 7.

what do you say or act when someone is feeling down? the loss of words and, worse still, the inability to do anything, makes me feel completely useless at times. ok, every time. and i think being a person who is very much in-tuned to the surroundings and accompanying emotions and feelings only serves to exacerbate the disability as well as sense of helplessness. after a while, you begin to empathise and let the same emotions flow into you. and somehow it's as though a blanket of doom and gloom has descended upon you, or at least that's how i perceived it to be. with such negative emotions crippling your mind and enfeebling your thoughts, and the ensuing silence exuding awkward vibes, i guess it's no wonder how i feel even more useless at that point of time. ggxxed.

and i'm a noob. i allow these distracting emotions and thoughts to persist in my mind. then it just makes me feel sadder even though i'm not the one experiencing the problem. but i found a way to get around this problem - by sprinting!

hahaha, the act of pushing yourself to the limits of your body's physical capacity, focusing all avenues of energy and power into every step and every movement, will somehow nudge out all the negativities in your head. and i find myself emerging from the sprint refreshed and renewed, as though nothing ever happened. =)

it's 8.20pm now. at 9 bbhoused gonna have a mass smsing session and compare who receives the funniest response. ggxx lady luck plz smile on me tonight!