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promos are coming. and everyone's counting down to it. 27 days.
and tdae ends on friday. so effectively i have 23 days.
to catch up on the backlog.
to revise from scratch.
to perfect the necessary skills.
it's too short.
to promote isn't really that difficult.
to ace promos is something totally different.

maybe i'm too ambitious.
with such heavy a luggage of responsibilities, it's so easy to excuse myself should i fail to achieve the ideal results. it's so tempting to just obtain average grades and push the blame somewhere else.
but i can't do that.

to meet up to expectations.
to conform with the crowd.
should i? or should i not?

every second is ticking.
yet i don't feel the loss.
am i too numbed by the inevitable?
or am i just too tired to care?

NVM! i shall take this as life's challenge to me!
hahaha it's only by braving the storms and enduring hardship can the mettle of a character be strengthened. alright, hardcore!

if i can achieve my goal of AABBD i'm gonna treat everyone i know to a cup of drink!
the only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible.

i shall seek new limits today.
may God guide me on this arduous path ahead.