Dear Diary,
I guess staring at the ceiling all night won't help resolve the mess of thoughts that are tangled in my mind, so I shall just start writing. There is so much I wish to talk about. Of misunderstandings, of facades, of love, of lost opportunities, of courage, of hypocrisy, of gratitude, of honesty, of decisions... Yet, I can't. Or perhaps, I won't.

Farewell was nice for most parts. I have been locked in an introvertish mode recently, due to certain events, so I prefer one-on-one than conversing in a group. Yet, I could be be inspired at particular moments and become animated once more, even being involved in an amusing competition with Yiran at one point. I swear she's the most noisy/energetic person I have ever met xD (it's a compliment. serious.)

Caught up with some friends and my buddy. Poor buddy! She's such a busy girl with an insane schedule, and she has to contend with the pressures of As as well. Really hope everything will turn out to be fine for her. JIAYOU K!

Sigh, I'm so very tired. I love the gatherings, but they are really exacting a toll on me. I haven't had a day all to myself to rest and recuperate since... before BMT? Anyway,I can't wait for class gathering later on! haha I realize that I'm quite at ease and comfortable with some of my classmates who can be as nonsensical as me (:

With SAT 2 impending, I guess I shall focus my energies on studying once more, leaving behind those fluffy worries for another day. I really can't wait for January to end. I want my February! =(

Right now, life is like a jigsaw puzzle, with the jigsaws missing.
And the strangest thing is that I'm in no hurry to look for them.