a crazy class?

i've always wanted to be in a crazy class. a crazy class can reveal the crazy nick and craziness begets joy and fun! and i've always try to look on the positive side of everything.. no matter how bad the situation i'll tell myself to find areas where i can learn from and improve so that history will not repeat itself. yea, some may say actions speak louder than words and it's easier to say something than to do it.. but i've sort of succeeded in conditioning myself into this mindset through various experiences in the past, so... ya, ok i'm being random.

anyway, back to my class. i like 5A a lot. we may not be an active bunch of people, but at least the people there are real nice. i dun mind it being 'un-crazy' actually, but there seems to be a lack of enthusiasm and cohesiveness.. and that's what dampening my passion =X i find it harder and harder to effuse enthusiasm on my part.. it's as if i'm being engulfed by an overwhelming atmosphere of.. death? i find it hard to explain how it feels.. it's like the feeling of becoming languish and.. dead? somewhere along the lines of that.

i dunno. class outing. 9 people. less than 1/3 of the class? hm.. maybe it was poorly organised. maybe march hols are simply too filled up with activities. maybe.

oh well.. i just pray that time will bridge the distinct rifts present in the class and bond us together. perhaps it's too early to judge. it's after all 3 months only.. rite? lol, maybe if i can find another crazy person in the class, we can help bring the class alive! then again, everyone in the class plays an important role.. we can only make the class fun and united if we are willing to put our differences aside and give it a try. forgive and forget, and the world will be a happier place to live in. =)

looking on the bright side, at least we had some fun last night! still waiting for the photos from siti/taufiq.. lol, we did that 'acting-cute' thingy again >< and sharyn joined us - jean, fiona, long qing, siti, taufiq, li jian, funx, woonie, and i - after we had our dinner to make it 10! we played a few lame games and had a li'l fun.. took some photos.. hm.. yea. that's about it.

lol, crap. i just realised i haven't started on hw.. and school's reopening soon! zZz.. wish me luck! x.X