disconnected

it's been 3 days. and already, i felt disconnected. sigh. no number of phone calls, messages or msn convos can make up for the fact that i can't even get out of the house. it's really no different from a prison.

and the realization that it will take longer than a week hit me. real hard. it's really too optimistic to imagine myself recovering from chickenpox in just a week. i must be some naruto or supernatural dude to be able to do that.

i think i'm just not used to being cut off so abruptly - the transition from a busy and purposeful life into one that's so passive and cooped up is having its effect i guess.

now i understand that when someone's sad, what they really need more than ever is a listening ear than a preaching tongue.

oh well... maybe i shld start planning next week's schedule. randomly working on council proposals and spammage of games just doesn't work well with myself. man. 2 weeks without school.

if i 3 days without school = sad, 2 weeks without school = suicidal? ><
nah. i must try to find some ways to make it exciting. then i can write a book entitled, "have chicenpox and still lead an exciting life".

sian.