satisfying day

The whole moon and the entire sky are reflected in one dew drop on the grass.

finally! i get to slack and waste the whole day off - playing games, reading, chatting and basically not doing anything constructive or productive =) such liberties are really hard to come by these days, so must appreciate and enjoy such moments to the fullest.

haha but there's really a lot of work left to be done actually.
council | hhbb house party, investiture peer evaluations, teachers' day peer evaluations and function evaluation, welfare initiatives
scouts | combined activity with 01
pw | exhibition photos, oral presentation
school | homework (:

sian! oh well. actually, somehow while chatting just now, i realised how fast time has actually passed us by. half of our jc life is more or less over. and next year, it will be a lot of studying and less fooling around. why oh why, dear mr. time! so many changes have taken place this year - it's really unprecedented. on hindsight, i've regretted making some choices. but there were also other things that really brightened my life considerably. some goals i have already achieved, whereas others are so difficult i really wonder if they are even possible now.

when i believe in a cause, i commit myself fully to it. 100%. sacrifices are frequently. but often, i'm too idealistic, optimistic and naive to believe that others will do the same, if not better. i guess that's why from time to time, disappointment sets in. haha nvm! i will just continue striving on and hopefully one day my dreams will be realised. =)

today i saw some interesting msn nicknames too. they made me think about the hidden meanings and underlining messages contained. i believe that myriad of display pictures and nicknames we see everyday actually represents a fraction of the emotions a person is feeling. they are like the many stars in the night sky, each twinkling a different and personal message to be conveyed to the world if only one would listen. yes i shall start paying extra attention to emotional nicknames/dps and volunteer a listening ear to those who need it.

most often than not, i think many people are unwilling to ask for help, thinking that by insulating themselves with illusions and facades, they could escape the harsh cold of reality. as such, they express these bottled up feelings in strange codes for everyone to see. in a way, they let loose of their emotions and yet, at the same time, retain the ambiguity and secrecy behind the whole issue.

hahaha and THERE IS REALLY A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN 'PRETTY' AND 'CHIO'! i was cycling yesterday and told my frens that but THEY WON'T BELIEVE ME! hahaha but at least a few curious people who asked about it today actually concurred with me. =) i can tell you more about my understanding of these words if you're interested.

wheeeeee! i now know for certain my og is going to rawkkkk! hahaha orientation ftw!

Something with such incredible insignificance often holds the greatest value.