habit

We are, if anything, creatures of habit, drawn to the safety and comfort of the familiar. But what happens when the familiar becomes unsafe, when the fear that we've been desperately trying to avoid finds us where we live?

You have to embrace your inner freak. The only time you'll regret is to deny who you are.

heroes episode 9 homecoming. it's only natural for us to respond in a way that will guarantee us greater security. it's coded in our genes, these fight or flight reactions that are subconsciously ingrained into our actions.

'No, never,' he said, 'because I've never met anybody with a perfect life. A perfect past and a pristine future, yes. But the perfect past is always brilliantly edited and the pristine future a hopeless dream. The only perfect life is the one on paper, and even then there are those spaces between the words and lines and they're really patches of nothing.'

the blind man of seville, rober wilson. pessimistic. but it seems so true. then again, flawed perfection.

haha it's really tiring. a brief escape from everything is all we need to restore our vitality, our energy. but many times, we deprive ourselves of the opportunity, because... of many reasons.

watching television shows and immersing oneself into books. a temporary refuge from the thunderstorm, raging against the seemingly tranquil scenery of our lives.

and to the >50% of people on my contact list who have emo emo nicks, take care and smile =) we rule our own lives. not others.

unlock. but do i dare to?