market of scandals

today i was dead tired. like totally dead. tired. had to hardcore the econs essay until 4am, and the few hours of sleep before i awake for school didn't really help - in fact, it only served to make me more drowsy and tired, a fatigue characterised by body aches and a slight headache.

went to school. had 2 bdae celebrations today! finally managed to celebrate aj's bdae after like 8 days of delay >< haha at least it's done. not too bad i guess! then ogling jia le's birthday too. had to ferry forward and back between two venues. tiring.

maths lecture began and killed me.
but the maths tutorial at the end of the day was good. hahaha managed to participate a bit and consolidated my understanding of power series better.

LECTURE TESTS! econs next week followed by maths the following week. !@#$#$%@#$%$%^#$%^ GGXX! hahahaha seriously will die? especially econs dunno what they are testing on. and p&c coming out for maths? life is tough.

today's happenings confirmed my nagging suspicion that girls thrive in the market of scandals and rumours. actually, recent events had constructed the foundations of this theory - what with turning my nice bb welfare thread into a nonsensical scandal-full one? not to forget, the perpetual groundless accusations pointed at me as they randomly linked me up with others! ESPECIALLY MY EVIL HOUSED PLZ. allow me to defend my tarnished creed, for the scandal-less me certainly feel much aggrieved at this injustice. the idealistic me holds on to a deep-seated and entrenched belief in a fairytale love, a love that begins and knows no end, a relationship that resembles the ones tales and folklores are oft to adore and advocate.

hahaha no la actually i'm always confused about such stuff, so i'd rather not talk about it. such things are indefinite and unpredictable - wait too long and the moment might pass, rush headlong and suffer pain of loss. i just think that when both parties caught on to the spark of chemistry, love will develop, like a seed falling into fertile ground.

so just be patient. and stop talking nonsense, my frens. =)

i'm damn tired.