7 July 2008

let go

I was looking through the syllabus of the subjects I'm taking for As, and I realise just how much we have to really cover, especially for history. And nothing serves as a better shocker (and perhaps, a wake-up call) than statistics, hence, here are some hard facts.

Physics has 22 topics.
Mathematics has 24 topics.
Economics has 14 topics.
And History... 3 themes for each division.

South-East Asian History
1 - Origins/Development of Nationalism, Japanese Occupation, Decolonization.
2 - Political Structures, Economic Development, National Unity (the 3 killers ><)
3 - Inter-state Tensions, ASEAN

International History
1 - Origins of Cold War, Extension of CW (Korean War, Cuban Missile Crisis), End of CW
2 - Global Economy (yes the biggest, craziest chunk of all)
3 - Rise of Religious Fundamentalism, Conflict/Instability in Middle East (Arab-Israeli, Indo-Pak Conflict over Kashmir), UN

Against the backdrop of 8 weeks' worth of time left, this really looks intimidating. Guess it's really time to set the engines going and stop taking it so easy. haha and as such, I've decided to uninstall all my games and leave all these cyber-distractions aside! Hopefully it will help rein in my self-determination and willpower for the testing journey ahead. (:

Anyway, two days' ago, funx sent out this story, which I've read countless of times before.
One day, when I was a freshman in high school,

I saw a kid from my class walking home from school.

His name was Kyle.

It looked like he was carrying all of his books.

I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday?

He must really be a nerd.'

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.

They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.

His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.

He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes

My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.

As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks.'

They really should get a life.'

He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!'

There was a big smile on his face.

It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.

As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before.

He said he had gone to private school before now.

I have never hung out with a private school kid before.

We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.

He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.

I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends.

He said yes.

We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.

I stopped him and said, 'Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!'

He just laughed and handed me half the books.

Over the next four years, Kyle and I became the best of friends.

When we were seniors we began to think about college.

Kyle decided on Georgetown and I was going to Duke.

I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem.

He was going to be a doctor and I was going for business on a football scholarship.

Kyle was valedictorian of our class.

I teased him all the time about being a nerd.

He had to prepare a speech for graduation.

I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak

Graduation day, I saw Kyle.

He looked great.

He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.

He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.

He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.

Boy, sometimes I was jealous!

Today was one of those days.

I could see that he was nervous about his speech.

So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!'

He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.

'Thanks,' he said.

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began.

'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years.

Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends...

I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them.

I am going to tell you a story.'

I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met.

He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.

He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.

He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.

'Thankfully, I was saved.

My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable.'

I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.

Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.

Never underestimate the power of your actions.

With one small gesture you can change a person's life.

For better or for worse.
Somehow, it felt different from the times I've read it in the past, and I could feel a slight sting at the edges of my eyes.

I still remember.
It's hard not to.

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