psc fair

I had initial doubts about attending the PSC Fair. After all, I reckoned, it was most probably going to be an exhibition where we would attend the booths and learn a little more about the possible scholarship opportunities and subsequent job careers. And upon reaching the ballroom, I wasn't disappointed.

But as I visited these booths and discussed them with friends, I soon realised that these fairs are in fact useful, if taken seriously. I guess I finally understood the importance of a scholarship and how it will affect my future career dearly. And it only served to confuse me further. Having always been uncertain about my future, the various options only left me more perturbed and confused.

Sigh. Wished I have a clearly defined path ahead of me like what some of my friends have. Some people have decided from young that they would be lawyers or doctors, and I guess I envy them in a way, for they could work towards a goal, an end-point, towards their ambition. I remained confused for a long time after the talk but David helped me clear some of my doubts while on our way to Shaw House to rest and relax for a while. haha I can foresee that David will turn out to be a fine doctor in the future, and despite his worries that he is inadequate, I believe that he will one day become successful.

And now, for the first time, I'm actually actually considering MoE and taking PPE in university. But then again, I'm not sure if I want to go down the ministry path. There's always business I guess. There are always other scholarships besides PSC.

haha oh well, shall leave these depressing thoughts for another day.

tug one's heartstrings with a pretty face; claim one's heart with a pretty mind.